| Part Two.
I see him there. He wakes. All around
us is the scent of sex, the raw scent of man, of leather, of him.
He wakes, blind to his surroundings,
every other sense heightened.
He wakes, wanting, needing... but
not me.
"You're awake," I say, my voice roughened
with lust and need. The need to hurt, the need to help, the need to heal.
Looking at him lying there, I want,
I need, I can have, but only this once.
He nods his head fractionally, but
his cock makes more of a statement. It hardens, slowly. I watch his cock
harden. I did that, it was my voice that brings him to heel, but it is
not me he craves.
"Ready for round two, I see." He
does this to me, not for me. It hurts.
He'll never know it, but each whimper,
each cry, every shudder of pleasure I elicit, is not for me. It is for
HIM.
He twists his ass around to me, opening
his legs, baring his body to me, begging to be taken, to be owned... but
not by me.
"Take me," is all he manages to say,
but it's enough. What he gives is what I'll take.
A quick, ragged breath is all the
response I am capable of; a gasp of air into starved lungs, but it is enough
to betray me.
Spreading himself wider, even more
open, I glance around to find what it is I know he needs.
A cold smile graces my face as I
see it. Leaning over, I take it from the shelf.
I imagine how and where it would
be best employed, but even as I do so, he takes the choice from me.
Opening his legs wider and rolling
even further onto his back, I know. I want.
Flicking the zippo, I watch it ignite
and with it, my own lust reignites, knowing what I can do, and how I can
do it.
I smile coldly to myself. I will
make him mine.
Lighting the candle, I see him quiver.
He knows, he wants, he needs.
Quietly I stalk over to him, trying
not to let him know where, or when.
I watch, I look at his form; his
cock, so recently used and abused, still red raw. But still needing.
My eyes light on his ass, seeing
the sheen that anticipation and desire has placed there.
I see the swollen ring, used hard.
I see it quiver in lust and terror, opening and closing to its own beat.
I see him become more restless, wanting,
needing this. I want to prolong it, make him want me, but my own needs
are overpowering.
I give in and let a solitary drop
of wax fall, just above his cock. So close, yet so far.
His response is immediate, the clench,
the gasp, the sheer need that his cock shows me as it jumps and forms a
pearl drop on the tip.
I tilt the candle again and let a
few more drops land directly onto the head of his cock, watching as they
slowly drip down onto his balls, seeing him react to the pain with only
need, watching him want this pain.
I right the candle and watch and
wait. I know when to continue. He won't.
I move around so I'm looking straight
at his cock and balls. Seeing him so close, I wait...
I blow softly across his cock, seeing
the hair move in the slight breeze, and watch the sweat drip down and collect
in his hole.
I place a hand across his ass, opening
him further, stretching his ass open.
His hole has a mind of its own. It
wants, it needs and it doesn't care that I am not the one the rest of him
wants.
I give, I give to it, not him, what
it wants. Slowly I push the candle in, rocking left to right, teasing his
hole, letting a few drops drip down, sealing the candle in.
I push harder. I want him to take
it in, feel it deep. More wax drips down and hardens against his ring.
He cries out louder now; he is close.
I can see his balls drawing up, and with a final push I shove the candle
in further. He screams at the force, but it is not a scream of pain.
Grabbing his balls I heft them high,
trying to prevent the unpreventable. Twisting hard I feel his ball give
within my fist; it is too late, it has started.
I watch as he comes, listen as he
screams into the dark. I have lost, again. I'd lost him when he first met
the one.
I pull tighter as I see his eyes
glaze, knowing he will black out.
I may have lost him, but I've still
won this fight.
As the light leaves his eyes, his
solitary word disabuses me of that thought.
"Fox."
I look down at his still form. I
have lost him.
Looking up a the door, I see a form,
the form of a man.
The One.
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